My first beach party in Paradise...


shanghai teamates...

team leader n asst..kahchun n chia2

27 may 2009
is the day for all SBS n SOT to gather together...
we hav a beach party at d paradise..
i actually hav onli one class today tat is 11 to 1
wait my fren pkm finish his at 3 and when his hs to bath..
get ready ourself n go buy slipper..
he din hav any...haha..
then went to a small cafe for his lunch...how poor..wakaka...


Pkm N me...

after tat bek to college to meet other teamates...
waited until 6.30..
wat is punctuality? haha... all lecturers like to emphasise it...
i fetch mason, kylie n pkm together to paradise...
actually was out of my expectation...
haha.. i mean d venue once i arrive...haha
but is ok la..


kahchun, me , chia2 and jason

if not mistaken my team was d one who start eating first..
as we din plan for bbq...
coz kahchun n chia2 said is time consuming n not worth it...
so they plan for us KFC dinner...and some snack accompanied with
pepsi, chikapo n 100 plus...



we r eating...

actually they plan to throw us to water but i dun wan ..wakaka...
although some was being threw oso...haha..so poor...
later on we play silly games during our childhood...



ShangHai2 is d Best!

the day is getting dark n hard to see anyone there...
for me is all black...
haha...many teams outthere was v high...wakaka
unfortunately, gt a guy was stung by d jellyfish...
how poor he is...must b painfull..
playing TnD d most...n doin very silly thngs...haha..
the punishment...erm...not to mention...
keep secret for evryone there...haha..
ard 10 somethng we went bek...
whole body gt sand...
and my car....:-(
hav to clean it ..haiz...
pkm whole body were wet..
as he is being thrw 2 times..wakaka..
mason went clubbing jor..no nid fetch...

Happy Bday to ME haha...MAY 22 + Last Day of Orientation Week



haha...wat a beautiful cake...
my family n i celebrate it onli at ard 9 pm jz now..
today was d orientation of TARC...
i hav been staying in d college for d whole day...

a briefing was given at d early in d morning..
and is follow by d rehersal of d sketch..
i was choosen to be d narrator...
it is team Beijing and is entitled
"After Cinderella, comes Umbrella"
is was actually a very good piece of script...
after rehersal ...
we had our lunch..
and here it comes...
d final for d variety shows...
haha...
we r positioned at team 12 to be on stage...
we waited quite a long time for tat..haha...
finally we r on stage...
but is seem not goin very smooth on tat...
haiz..
d lightning n p.a. system was....
duno how to mention it...
it was finally over...
actually i oso not confident enuf to be a narrator..
my english v good mie?
i nid comments frm d audience tat afternoon..haha...
although we lost but we hav a lot of fun during preparation..
SBS wont d overall champion...
evryone very happy with it
especially d o.c n d leaders...wow...
they are getting high n crazy...wakaka...
after dismiss...
me , chia2, kahchun, hui qing took photograph together ...
keep as memory...wakaka...
actually both of our leaders is quite friend, kind n fun ...haha...
a big claps for them...chia2 n kahchun...


they stand at both side of me n hui qing...
haha..leng zai leng lui o ...wakakak..:-)

was so tired dribing bek to home...
wana fall sleeps for few times...
so dangerous ...haiz..
finally reached home n took my dinner first...
v hungry ady...
haha...

days end with tiredness...

Nice? look like model ma? wakaka


nice ma? wakaka
juz simply take b4 go dinner yday...wakaka
haha...
kinda no mood recently
n emo easily..
haha...thngs getting worst liao...die lor..
duno how...
2molo goin to stary my coll life liao...
so scare...
so scare cant handle...
how i wish i hav enuf confident...
but i dun instead...
how? what? why?
wakaka....
a new challenge waiting me 2molo...haiz...

我的新眼镜~


哈哈我的新眼镜。。。
好看吗?
没EDIT到。。
脸就不好看咯。。。


你猜我弄这个眼镜多少钱呢?呵呵
镜框RM65
镜片RM16.50 X 2
总共是RM98.00
好便宜下。。。
款式有点旧。。。
但是我只是做来SPARE罢了
不需要贵贵吧。。。呵呵
还蛮不错啦。。。哈哈。。

我的新发型。。。哈哈。。。

大家来看看咯。。。
在Hair Impression 剪的。。。

好看吗?HEHE
剪了很久。。。
哈哈。。。
留言哦。。

My SKIN FOOD prouducts...


haha...my skin food product...


haha... first try it...
still duno good o not..
it jz a moisturizer n a cleansing one...
hope it will be ok fro my sensative skin...
it was recommended by my fren...
he do use skin food product...
many he used...wakaka...
so i jz make up my mind to change it...
since my moisturizer is jz for whitening...
and im currently v white ady...
haha...
hope evrythgn will stay fine on my skin...
wakaka...

My First Laptop TOSHIBA L310


This is my new laptop...wakaka
is Toshiba L310
which cost me RM 2599.00


i purchased tis laptop during d last pc fair in pisa penang...
it was on 19 of April 2009...
ofcoz i did went for some research on 17th n 18th of April b4 i bought it..
tat day is a sunday
and it was d last day of d pc fair...
it was so crowded evrywhere...
parking....stairs....the entrance...
so many ppl crowded ard...
it was a big sandwich....
imagine u screeze in a sandwich...
very hot n sweaty ...
so regret wearing a long sleeve shirt...
purchases at Adam's fren shop...
get 2 free gift of cooling pad n optical mouse..
add RM 20.00 for another free printer..
(lexmark printer which cost RM 108.00 )
let them set uo evrythngy including d software installation...
i was nt quite happy with the dealer..miss lee
if i not mistaken...
her promoter din state clearly d condition
and make evrythng mess n confusing..
make me feel so....MAD !
but forget it la...haiz...
i jz wan laptop...
not her services...
and one more thngs tat troble me is...
their company is in sungai petani...
which is v far...
luckily they sad they are goin to open a new brnch in penang, prangin mall..
ohh... thz god...
after 2hours for setting up d laptop..
i went bek home...
another pblm arise...
i cant on9...
so weird...
go find bek them again...
actually i jz make a stupid mistake...
wakaka...
now evrythng is fine...
going well..

p.s. tat they oso bought a hardisk 250 Gm, optical mouse n headset for sis...

It has been a long time....


It has been quite a logn time since my last post...
duno wat to write here recently...
nothning special happen oso ..haha

13 April 2009

haha.. woke up at noon time...
it has been a habit for me long time ago..
coz i hav nothing to do..
wat for woke up so early?
haha...
after took my lunch..
and went on9...kiki..
same routine evryday..
later went to clean my room...
paln to move my table out near to d door..
coz i thnk i will get a new laptop soon..
is better for d internet connection later...
easy to connect...
and oso clean up all d rubbish in my room...
clean for d whole day..
i guess is too much rubbish for me to filter..
throw away a lot of pens...
clean many dust...
finally settle all at 2.30 midnight..
went down fried maggie again..
coz v hungry...
then went bek on9 a while...
but somethng horrible happen ...
dad come out...
scold me...
he was very angry...
i straight away close d pc
n went bek room..
and....

14 April 2009

awoke by mum..
went to bank..
be her driver again...
after tat..
went to tesco to buy groceries..
buy myself come junk food...
and my favourite HL milk..
went bek home...



QING3 MING4 @ grandpa's house


guess who is he?
haah cute o not? he is my cousin la..

althoguh today gt praying at grandpa'house
but i onli wake up ard 10
after refreshment...
went bek there n pray..
mum n dad went there very early
as they nid to cook for d use of d praying...
last sun ady went to de cemetory (2ppl) and graveyard (8ppl)..
ask "them" come bek qing3 ming4 at grandpa's house...
jz a tradisional culture...
haha..they prepared d thgns for making d poh pia.
yeah... can eat again le lo...
outsid eon enot so tasty..
homemade n selfmade one more nice...wakakak

The poh pia i made myself..pict 1

The poh pia i made myself..pict 2
after finish praying...
burn d silver paper for them n it ends...
continue my poh pia lunch...haha
hav a little noodle..
but still enjoying poh pia d most..
wakaka...

=====end------

Moood downn....

2day woke up very late oso..
mum call up for lunch..
feel so sleepy..wakaka

after tat...
wen on9 lo..
chatting here n there..
check mail fs n facebook lo..
same routine evryday..
went to swim ard 4.15
but get scold again...

" y dun go early"
"so late ady still wan go "
" waste money onli"
"how many times i nid to tell u?"

reached pisa..wakaka
but d water is so greenish...
in other word.. DIRTY...
omg...
how long they did not change d water..
charge me rm 3 for such dirty "pond"
im not animal..
im human...
but such dirty pool..
reali disgusting...
jz drop myself in for a few swim
them went bek...
went to qbay looking for chew wei n sheng ling
i owez did..
find them for chat..
rather siting at home...
went bek home for dinner at 8..
get scold again..

" y come bek so late?"
" u gt go swim o not?"
"show me d ticket"
" im waiting u for dinner"

went on9 after dinner..
war started..
mum wan use pc to watch her dvd
but i dun wan let her use..coz im using
i reply her y dun use it wen im not ard..
she say she is watching other drama..
fighting for pc with me...

" evrytime come bek oso on9"
wat time u oso on9"
" u cant live without msn ar"
" i jz wan use one hour oso cant?"
"i dun care u"

she put in her dvd..
n ask me to shut my thngs..

" close yr thngs"
" i told u since jz now"
" i wan use "
" i wan watch"

SLAP 2 TIMES

" close it!"

i actualy wan clsoe ady
since she ady put in d cd
i hav nothng to say
nothng i can do ..
but thng owez go wrong..

let her watch it
i get d two slap as bonus..

"owez play msn onli.."
"ask u do wat oso can not"
" i wont buy u laptop"
"i wont buy u handphone"
" i will tell dad not to buy"

after tat i jz went bek my room
and u knw wat happen?
guess it..
u will knw

haha crying la ofcoz..

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QING3 MING4


woke up very early today..b4 5 ady woke up
prepared myself to go for Qing Ming..

mum woke up earl ythan evryone
to prepared d dishes for praying
long time we din cook for praying ady..
early in d morning ady gt many ppl liao..
so crowded..
and air pollution too..
did evrythgn fast n move to another destination ard 7.15
tat is batu lancang there...
there hav 3 grave nid to be clean up n pray...
didi it fast n move to another one at sungai ara..
there hav 5 grave nid to clean up n pray..
n my sis n i touch up d writing on d stone..
using red paint..
did d same thng evry year..
at tis venue..is kinda hot ady...
coz d sun is coming out ady..
sweat all over my body...
damn hot...thirst some more...
luckily ah pek brought some sugarcane drink for us..
so refreshing..
finished it fast n went bek home for bath..
is damn hot n felt so uncomfortable..

after bathed..
we took luck together..
my family la ofcoz..haha

later..i wen to sleep wakaka..
sleep until very late..
still dun wan wake up...
too tired ady..

after dinner 1 went bek on9 ..
haiz..somany frens gt to d interview of jpa
but i was not qualified...
haiz..
i should study well for tat..
but i failed to do it..
haiz..wat a sad for me..

*****END*****

YOU3 BING4 LE5

y owez me...
sick again...
wat happen recently?
not feeing well owez..

woke up kinda early today...
but felt so uneasy...
im fainting i suppose...
feel like vomit..
my taste bud is even felt so tasteless....
continue sleep n ignore it..
as im still tired..
awoke by phone calls..hate it d most..CHIN CHUEN CALLED
and again...AH MA CALLED
after lunch went bek sleep again...
stil not feeling well..
but hav to take myself shower
n went to pos office to buy wang pos
is for my registration in TARC..
after tat..cont sleep i thnk..
not feelign well..
ard 7.30
wake up n took my dinner..
tat time feel abit better...
but stil not so ok..

wats wrong with me?
i duno...

Fill up my days purposely...


awoke by mum...
asked me fetch her to bank..
i was tired n headache + lazy..
so reject her but was being scold bek..

i hav no choice...
get up frm bed..
moved to toilet..
took some refreshment
then i wore up my clothes...
and be her driver...
went to XXX bank then XXX bank again..
went for lunch later...
and little market shopping...
to buy some groceries..

after went bek home...
i vaccum myvi ...
and wash it
but no polish...
coz 1st no time...
2nd lazy..wakaka..

get myself bathed
and prepared myself...
to go to airport...
my fren, Eu Siang going to japan
for 11 months...
i thnk is quite fun
i supposed..
his father treat me n his fren including his relative
coffee frm The Coffee Bean while waiting ES depart...
so nice...hehe
but i duno wat to choose..
jz ask him order for me..
ard 3.30 pm...
Es went inside d departure part...
and we oso went bek la...

i dun wan go bek too early...
nothng to do oso...
then went to Qbay again...
went to find sheng ling n Chew wei for talk..
drop in sheng ling's shop for quite a some time..
we both looking for d scholarship
and oso somethg regarding our further studies..
was amazed by sheng ling..
sheng ling knw a lot of thngs after working in LONDON Eye
wat a good experince for sheng ling.
witnessed a very troublesome customer...
critic here n there...
talking nonsense..
watever la...haiz...pity my fren...

is ady ard 7...
i went bek home..
paid Rm 2
for 4 hours parking...
should hav go out earlier...haha

went home, bahted...
ate dinner with mum..
dad is not ard again..
he eat with his company's japanese boss..

after tat...
mum n i went to pasar malam...
bought layer cake for myself...RM 5.00
3 slices cheese cake including a cappuccino one..RM 5.00
jz wana hav a taste since long time din eat it..
shared a pack of sugarcane drink with mum..RM 1.20
later on ..went to hp accessories stall...
get my old phone nokia 2100 a new cover...RM 4.00
since i din buy a new phone yet..
mine broken down weeks ago...
temporary using d old one...
choosed a cover tat i want but cant fit it..
so changed another one..which is totally black..

went bek home after tat..
on9 n chat with fren..
sleep..
after being scolded..

end...



Terribly ill...

iam start to sick again...
i thnk...
as long time no sick ady...kiki

saturday ady fever...n headache...
but i stil went to pisa for swimming..
sneding myself to my own funeral...
wakaka...
after bek...
after ate dinner..
eat medicine..
wake up early in d morning...
is sunday...
feeling not v gud...
drink a box of dutch lady
which is chocolate flavour in my room.
ate another panadol after tat...
went to sleep..
is lunch time...
lazy to go out..
ask dad buy me mee to eat...
after tat...
eat another medicine again...
paln to swim but cant...
not feeling well...
but after dinner
feeling better ady then din take it
but somethgn happen between tat ..
and after tat...
skip skip skip...
din feel anythng wrogn with me..
i guess is ok then din take medicine...
until monday nite..
after bek frm outside..
i suppose went to swim but is raining..
so go qbay...
or may be i gt into rain
so i feel headache n fever again..
so badluck i am...
my skinnear my kideny part there still sensative..
gt spot-liek scare...
jz a more blacken spot..
duno wat happen oso..
jz let it be..
as d doctor say..
then still hav 3 stupid pain ulser in my mouth...
very pain wen eating..
yday hit againt d wall d wound still there..
luckily gt hair to cover...
no ppl saw it ..wakaka...
i thnk there arent any sickness anym gua...
wakaka..
headach~ing blogging tis piece

end...





2day is a fren's Bday...MARCH 16 ( copypaste frm a fren's blog )

feel so pity n sad for my fren
after reading my fren's blog..
so i do copypaste frm my fren n
put on my blog..see wats yr respone
if u were my fren..
*************************************************************

i jz knw tis ard 1 jz afternoon..
his bday is today...
march 16...
nowonder...
somethgn tat is reali matched...
more accurate than DNA...
all parties cant deny it...
celebration suppose is goin on
evry second...
but i din wish him...
if i would...
i would rather speak out rudely...
y should i greet him..
since he treat me so badly..
im jz a normal guy..
he never knw who am i ...
but he jz hate me...

i send him some msg n he do reply...
rudely somehow hurt...
msg i gt frm him tis afternoon...
read tis n comment somethng ya..

the 1st msg :
" whatever.today s mac 16 my birthday.i dunno who r u.
but i really dislike a man disturb my life. u appear make me
feel miserable.this s last msg to an unknwn n i don wish to c u
or hear abt yr news.whre r him i thnk i no report to u.even
these 3 years where he go penang o melaka i also no ask."

the 2nd msg :
" i very touch how u treat him.but stil far from me.yes he
was with me.n after this, i wil study in kl college n live
with him"

the 3rd msg :
" fool u? not me. maybe s him.sorry.im not plu.i just love him.
i dunno what kind of love.but i wont share with other abt him.
he belong mine"

the 4th msg :
"thank u 4 disturbing my happy life.now i want 2 enjoy my
birthday nite, pls don find me. he s mine."
****************************************************************
wats yr feeling after reading d msg?
wat will u do if u were my fren?
keep silent?
leave silently?
cont to be a stupid?
pretend duno anythng?

end..

Shall i ?


now comes again d WHAT question again...
wakaka...

shall i jz take my leave?
without telling anyone?
i knw tis will happen...
i knw it...
coz i could sense it...
im never wrong in tat...
evrytime my guess is correct...
wat should i do?
anyone who can help me?
i try not to thnk of anythng...
but it comes to me..
i cant avoid it...
is it im too stupid o im blind?
or im too easily trust ppl ady?
but we should trust each other wat...
i duo wat i should do...
shall i jz leave?
leavign nothng?
is tis a best decision?
i duno ...
im tired..


Again & Again ?


Again? again? again?

y it happens again?
wat happened?
it tat my pblm again?
y evrytime like tis...
not d first time ady...
i dun how to count with my fingers anym...
i feel so hopeless...
tried to find u with my ways...
but u purposely did it to me...
u dun wan me find u at all...
wat i hav did?
u said it first...
but evrytime..
im d one who is suffering...
wat actually u want?
jz tell me..
im prepared for evrythgn u speak out...
im ready for it...
jz say it out loud...
i din care u enuf?
i din try to understand u?
im bossy? im disturbing?
or im rush as jasons said ?
or may be u gt a new one?
which is which?
u let me thnking all d way..
but i get nothgn for my question...
wats wrong wif u?
evrytime emo..
u try to push me aside...
tis time is much serious...
u din go bek yday nite...
where hav u been?
u off yr phone...
my call n msg for u ...
cant even go through it...
waiting u on9 for d whole night..
but where hav u been?
u din on9 at all...
u ask me not to thnk too much...
can i ?
ask it yrself as if u r d one
who stand at my side...
i duno wat else i can do ...
i feel so helpless n hopeless...

tired but not going to sleep...
sick but not going t take medince...
hungry but not goin to eat...
even thirst..i wont go for a drink...

at last...
wat i get frm it?
nothng..
nothng..
it jz nothng..

Out to Qbay + Prangin Mall


Promised fren to accompany him to buy clothes...
as he thnk im gud in fashion...
woke up at ard 10 to bath n done all refreshment..

Went to Qbay first as it it nearest...
see whether gt d clothes he want o not...
ofcoz...went for lunch first...
we act d new opening "rou gu cha" king...
act quite ok la..n quite cheap...
i thnk d waiter n waitress still new ...
so abit mess n clumsy wen they work...
but overall still ok...
went to jefferson...
but nothng catched my eyes...

went to prangin mall later...
went to many fashion shop...
look ard...
bought his clothes oledi...
and...kiki...
i bought a long pants too..
coz v cheap so jz bought it...haha

nice o not?
ofocz diff ppl diff perspective...
haha...
went to eat chendol b4 going home...
still wan hav another cup of it...
haiz....

tired...
found one side of contact lens drop wen bek home...
jz noticed it weni wan take it out...
duno wher i hav drop it...
haiz...
hope tat it wont stick in my eye...
but i thnk is impossible la...
wakaka...
should hav becareful...
haiz...

should i save d money n not buying any new clothes?
not going out to any place?
not goin for movie?

end..

MY spm result is so TERRIBLE...


Woke up early today to prepared myself to sch...
went to take my spm result...

expected to tak d resutl ard 10
but evryone arrived early..
was so scare n wori during d waiting...
i knw my result wont be good...
but still hope i can get a better one..
ard 10 somethng..
evryone rush into d hall to get d result..
evryone rush to counter of respective classes
evryone line up in a line...
waiting for their turn...
zi hong n chun hong reali geng...
get full As...
omg...
but my resutl was so terrible...
6 A1 BI, SJ, CHEM, MM, ADD M, PMORAL
1 A2 PHY
3 B3 BIO, EST, BC
1 B4 BM
is kinda a very disappointing result...
spoilt all my mood..
feeling pretty hot in d hall...
sweating all over d body...
duno wheather wat to do at tat moment..
the hall getting empty...
find no place for me to hang on...
feeling d emptiness...
and loneliness..
evryone has good result...
but...i...:-(
mum still waiting there..
i duno wat should i told her...
called up jie...
her result last time was better than me a lot...
actually i aimed quite high for it..
but it turns to be in tat way...
but...
the onli thngs i was very hapy was...
i get A2 for my 1119 paper...
is quite good rite?
haha...hopefully...
or im jz d one who thnk tat..
wakaka...

went bek after tat...
quarell with mum in d car
coz of some silly thngs..
she is driving..
i answer yr hp call..
and d person is looking for "karen"
i totally lost..
did her make a mistake?
i duno who is karen here...
my mum grab d phoen frm me...
i asked..
"when u called yrseld karen?"
at tat time, the phone is still on...
she scodl me after tat...
coz she dun wan tat lawayer knw her true name...
so she put karen...
i was scold badly..
coz i ask tat silly question when the phone still on..
im stupid enuf izit?
bad mood + bad mood = super bad mood..
wat i hav did?...

went eat later...
so hot n sweaty...
feel so uncomfortable..
after tat went bek home...
rest..
nothgn to do as mum using my pc on9...
wash my smelly clothes...
handwash...
i wont use machine...
coz it will onli damaged my pretty nice clothes..
wakaka...
onli dry it using machine..
save my energy...
rest again...

end

SPM result coming out soon...

SPM...spm...SPM...spm...

SPM result is coming out soon...
2 days more frm now...
so nervous
so scare
so excited
so worry
so tension...
haha...many feeling come in my mind...
i would jz hope i wont failed any...
coz i knw i did not did very well
but is over ady...
i cant do anythng..
jz accept d fact
jz accept d reality...
jz accept my coming spm result
which ady fix..
is so funy tat...
i beg myself i would cry tat day no matter
is a bad result?
or a good result...
mum wants to follow...
she dun allowed me to drive down myself...
but i wan go by myself...
wat to do?
haiz...