Moood downn....

2day woke up very late oso..
mum call up for lunch..
feel so sleepy..wakaka

after tat...
wen on9 lo..
chatting here n there..
check mail fs n facebook lo..
same routine evryday..
went to swim ard 4.15
but get scold again...

" y dun go early"
"so late ady still wan go "
" waste money onli"
"how many times i nid to tell u?"

reached pisa..wakaka
but d water is so greenish...
in other word.. DIRTY...
omg...
how long they did not change d water..
charge me rm 3 for such dirty "pond"
im not animal..
im human...
but such dirty pool..
reali disgusting...
jz drop myself in for a few swim
them went bek...
went to qbay looking for chew wei n sheng ling
i owez did..
find them for chat..
rather siting at home...
went bek home for dinner at 8..
get scold again..

" y come bek so late?"
" u gt go swim o not?"
"show me d ticket"
" im waiting u for dinner"

went on9 after dinner..
war started..
mum wan use pc to watch her dvd
but i dun wan let her use..coz im using
i reply her y dun use it wen im not ard..
she say she is watching other drama..
fighting for pc with me...

" evrytime come bek oso on9"
wat time u oso on9"
" u cant live without msn ar"
" i jz wan use one hour oso cant?"
"i dun care u"

she put in her dvd..
n ask me to shut my thngs..

" close yr thngs"
" i told u since jz now"
" i wan use "
" i wan watch"

SLAP 2 TIMES

" close it!"

i actualy wan clsoe ady
since she ady put in d cd
i hav nothng to say
nothng i can do ..
but thng owez go wrong..

let her watch it
i get d two slap as bonus..

"owez play msn onli.."
"ask u do wat oso can not"
" i wont buy u laptop"
"i wont buy u handphone"
" i will tell dad not to buy"

after tat i jz went bek my room
and u knw wat happen?
guess it..
u will knw

haha crying la ofcoz..

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QING3 MING4

woke up very early today..b4 5 ady woke up
prepared myself to go for Qing Ming..

mum woke up earl ythan evryone
to prepared d dishes for praying
long time we din cook for praying ady..
early in d morning ady gt many ppl liao..
so crowded..
and air pollution too..
did evrythgn fast n move to another destination ard 7.15
tat is batu lancang there...
there hav 3 grave nid to be clean up n pray...
didi it fast n move to another one at sungai ara..
there hav 5 grave nid to clean up n pray..
n my sis n i touch up d writing on d stone..
using red paint..
did d same thng evry year..
at tis venue..is kinda hot ady...
coz d sun is coming out ady..
sweat all over my body...
damn hot...thirst some more...
luckily ah pek brought some sugarcane drink for us..
so refreshing..
finished it fast n went bek home for bath..
is damn hot n felt so uncomfortable..

after bathed..
we took luck together..
my family la ofcoz..haha

later..i wen to sleep wakaka..
sleep until very late..
still dun wan wake up...
too tired ady..

after dinner 1 went bek on9 ..
haiz..somany frens gt to d interview of jpa
but i was not qualified...
haiz..
i should study well for tat..
but i failed to do it..
haiz..wat a sad for me..

*****END*****

YOU3 BING4 LE5

y owez me...
sick again...
wat happen recently?
not feeing well owez..

woke up kinda early today...
but felt so uneasy...
im fainting i suppose...
feel like vomit..
my taste bud is even felt so tasteless....
continue sleep n ignore it..
as im still tired..
awoke by phone calls..hate it d most..CHIN CHUEN CALLED
and again...AH MA CALLED
after lunch went bek sleep again...
stil not feeling well..
but hav to take myself shower
n went to pos office to buy wang pos
is for my registration in TARC..
after tat..cont sleep i thnk..
not feelign well..
ard 7.30
wake up n took my dinner..
tat time feel abit better...
but stil not so ok..

wats wrong with me?
i duno...

Fill up my days purposely...

awoke by mum...
asked me fetch her to bank..
i was tired n headache + lazy..
so reject her but was being scold bek..

i hav no choice...
get up frm bed..
moved to toilet..
took some refreshment
then i wore up my clothes...
and be her driver...
went to XXX bank then XXX bank again..
went for lunch later...
and little market shopping...
to buy some groceries..

after went bek home...
i vaccum myvi ...
and wash it
but no polish...
coz 1st no time...
2nd lazy..wakaka..

get myself bathed
and prepared myself...
to go to airport...
my fren, Eu Siang going to japan
for 11 months...
i thnk is quite fun
i supposed..
his father treat me n his fren including his relative
coffee frm The Coffee Bean while waiting ES depart...
so nice...hehe
but i duno wat to choose..
jz ask him order for me..
ard 3.30 pm...
Es went inside d departure part...
and we oso went bek la...

i dun wan go bek too early...
nothng to do oso...
then went to Qbay again...
went to find sheng ling n Chew wei for talk..
drop in sheng ling's shop for quite a some time..
we both looking for d scholarship
and oso somethg regarding our further studies..
was amazed by sheng ling..
sheng ling knw a lot of thngs after working in LONDON Eye
wat a good experince for sheng ling.
witnessed a very troublesome customer...
critic here n there...
talking nonsense..
watever la...haiz...pity my fren...

is ady ard 7...
i went bek home..
paid Rm 2
for 4 hours parking...
should hav go out earlier...haha

went home, bahted...
ate dinner with mum..
dad is not ard again..
he eat with his company's japanese boss..

after tat...
mum n i went to pasar malam...
bought layer cake for myself...RM 5.00
3 slices cheese cake including a cappuccino one..RM 5.00
jz wana hav a taste since long time din eat it..
shared a pack of sugarcane drink with mum..RM 1.20
later on ..went to hp accessories stall...
get my old phone nokia 2100 a new cover...RM 4.00
since i din buy a new phone yet..
mine broken down weeks ago...
temporary using d old one...
choosed a cover tat i want but cant fit it..
so changed another one..which is totally black..

went bek home after tat..
on9 n chat with fren..
sleep..
after being scolded..

end...

Terribly ill...

iam start to sick again...
i thnk...
as long time no sick ady...kiki

saturday ady fever...n headache...
but i stil went to pisa for swimming..
sneding myself to my own funeral...
wakaka...
after bek...
after ate dinner..
eat medicine..
wake up early in d morning...
is sunday...
feeling not v gud...
drink a box of dutch lady
which is chocolate flavour in my room.
ate another panadol after tat...
went to sleep..
is lunch time...
lazy to go out..
ask dad buy me mee to eat...
after tat...
eat another medicine again...
paln to swim but cant...
not feeling well...
but after dinner
feeling better ady then din take it
but somethgn happen between tat ..
and after tat...
skip skip skip...
din feel anythng wrogn with me..
i guess is ok then din take medicine...
until monday nite..
after bek frm outside..
i suppose went to swim but is raining..
so go qbay...
or may be i gt into rain
so i feel headache n fever again..
so badluck i am...
my skinnear my kideny part there still sensative..
gt spot-liek scare...
jz a more blacken spot..
duno wat happen oso..
jz let it be..
as d doctor say..
then still hav 3 stupid pain ulser in my mouth...
very pain wen eating..
yday hit againt d wall d wound still there..
luckily gt hair to cover...
no ppl saw it ..wakaka...
i thnk there arent any sickness anym gua...
wakaka..
headach~ing blogging tis piece

end...

2day is a fren's Bday...MARCH 16 ( copypaste frm a fren's blog )

feel so pity n sad for my fren
after reading my fren's blog..
so i do copypaste frm my fren n
put on my blog..see wats yr respone
if u were my fren..
*************************************************************

i jz knw tis ard 1 jz afternoon..
his bday is today...
march 16...
nowonder...
somethgn tat is reali matched...
more accurate than DNA...
all parties cant deny it...
celebration suppose is goin on
evry second...
but i din wish him...
if i would...
i would rather speak out rudely...
y should i greet him..
since he treat me so badly..
im jz a normal guy..
he never knw who am i ...
but he jz hate me...

i send him some msg n he do reply...
rudely somehow hurt...
msg i gt frm him tis afternoon...
read tis n comment somethng ya..

the 1st msg :
" whatever.today s mac 16 my birthday.i dunno who r u.
but i really dislike a man disturb my life. u appear make me
feel miserable.this s last msg to an unknwn n i don wish to c u
or hear abt yr news.whre r him i thnk i no report to u.even
these 3 years where he go penang o melaka i also no ask."

the 2nd msg :
" i very touch how u treat him.but stil far from me.yes he
was with me.n after this, i wil study in kl college n live
with him"

the 3rd msg :
" fool u? not me. maybe s him.sorry.im not plu.i just love him.
i dunno what kind of love.but i wont share with other abt him.
he belong mine"

the 4th msg :
"thank u 4 disturbing my happy life.now i want 2 enjoy my
birthday nite, pls don find me. he s mine."
****************************************************************
wats yr feeling after reading d msg?
wat will u do if u were my fren?
keep silent?
leave silently?
cont to be a stupid?
pretend duno anythng?

end..

Shall i ?

now comes again d WHAT question again...
wakaka...

shall i jz take my leave?
without telling anyone?
i knw tis will happen...
i knw it...
coz i could sense it...
im never wrong in tat...
evrytime my guess is correct...
wat should i do?
anyone who can help me?
i try not to thnk of anythng...
but it comes to me..
i cant avoid it...
is it im too stupid o im blind?
or im too easily trust ppl ady?
but we should trust each other wat...
i duo wat i should do...
shall i jz leave?
leavign nothng?
is tis a best decision?
i duno ...
im tired..

Again & Again ?

Again? again? again?

y it happens again?
wat happened?
it tat my pblm again?
y evrytime like tis...
not d first time ady...
i dun how to count with my fingers anym...
i feel so hopeless...
tried to find u with my ways...
but u purposely did it to me...
u dun wan me find u at all...
wat i hav did?
u said it first...
but evrytime..
im d one who is suffering...
wat actually u want?
jz tell me..
im prepared for evrythgn u speak out...
im ready for it...
jz say it out loud...
i din care u enuf?
i din try to understand u?
im bossy? im disturbing?
or im rush as jasons said ?
or may be u gt a new one?
which is which?
u let me thnking all d way..
but i get nothgn for my question...
wats wrong wif u?
evrytime emo..
u try to push me aside...
tis time is much serious...
u din go bek yday nite...
where hav u been?
u off yr phone...
my call n msg for u ...
cant even go through it...
waiting u on9 for d whole night..
but where hav u been?
u din on9 at all...
u ask me not to thnk too much...
can i ?
ask it yrself as if u r d one
who stand at my side...
i duno wat else i can do ...
i feel so helpless n hopeless...

tired but not going to sleep...
sick but not going t take medince...
hungry but not goin to eat...
even thirst..i wont go for a drink...

at last...
wat i get frm it?
nothng..
nothng..
it jz nothng..

Out to Qbay + Prangin Mall

Promised fren to accompany him to buy clothes...
as he thnk im gud in fashion...
woke up at ard 10 to bath n done all refreshment..

Went to Qbay first as it it nearest...
see whether gt d clothes he want o not...
ofcoz...went for lunch first...
we act d new opening "rou gu cha" king...
act quite ok la..n quite cheap...
i thnk d waiter n waitress still new ...
so abit mess n clumsy wen they work...
but overall still ok...
went to jefferson...
but nothng catched my eyes...

went to prangin mall later...
went to many fashion shop...
look ard...
bought his clothes oledi...
and...kiki...
i bought a long pants too..
coz v cheap so jz bought it...haha

nice o not?
ofocz diff ppl diff perspective...
haha...
went to eat chendol b4 going home...
still wan hav another cup of it...
haiz....

tired...
found one side of contact lens drop wen bek home...
jz noticed it weni wan take it out...
duno wher i hav drop it...
haiz...
hope tat it wont stick in my eye...
but i thnk is impossible la...
wakaka...
should hav becareful...
haiz...

should i save d money n not buying any new clothes?
not going out to any place?
not goin for movie?

end..

MY spm result is so TERRIBLE...

Woke up early today to prepared myself to sch...
went to take my spm result...

expected to tak d resutl ard 10
but evryone arrived early..
was so scare n wori during d waiting...
i knw my result wont be good...
but still hope i can get a better one..
ard 10 somethng..
evryone rush into d hall to get d result..
evryone rush to counter of respective classes
evryone line up in a line...
waiting for their turn...
zi hong n chun hong reali geng...
get full As...
omg...
but my resutl was so terrible...
6 A1 BI, SJ, CHEM, MM, ADD M, PMORAL
1 A2 PHY
3 B3 BIO, EST, BC
1 B4 BM
is kinda a very disappointing result...
spoilt all my mood..
feeling pretty hot in d hall...
sweating all over d body...
duno wheather wat to do at tat moment..
the hall getting empty...
find no place for me to hang on...
feeling d emptiness...
and loneliness..
evryone has good result...
but...i...:-(
mum still waiting there..
i duno wat should i told her...
called up jie...
her result last time was better than me a lot...
actually i aimed quite high for it..
but it turns to be in tat way...
but...
the onli thngs i was very hapy was...
i get A2 for my 1119 paper...
is quite good rite?
haha...hopefully...
or im jz d one who thnk tat..
wakaka...

went bek after tat...
quarell with mum in d car
coz of some silly thngs..
she is driving..
i answer yr hp call..
and d person is looking for "karen"
i totally lost..
did her make a mistake?
i duno who is karen here...
my mum grab d phoen frm me...
i asked..
"when u called yrseld karen?"
at tat time, the phone is still on...
she scodl me after tat...
coz she dun wan tat lawayer knw her true name...
so she put karen...
i was scold badly..
coz i ask tat silly question when the phone still on..
im stupid enuf izit?
bad mood + bad mood = super bad mood..
wat i hav did?...

went eat later...
so hot n sweaty...
feel so uncomfortable..
after tat went bek home...
rest..
nothgn to do as mum using my pc on9...
wash my smelly clothes...
handwash...
i wont use machine...
coz it will onli damaged my pretty nice clothes..
wakaka...
onli dry it using machine..
save my energy...
rest again...

end

SPM result coming out soon...

SPM...spm...SPM...spm...

SPM result is coming out soon...
2 days more frm now...
so nervous
so scare
so excited
so worry
so tension...
haha...many feeling come in my mind...
i would jz hope i wont failed any...
coz i knw i did not did very well
but is over ady...
i cant do anythng..
jz accept d fact
jz accept d reality...
jz accept my coming spm result
which ady fix..
is so funy tat...
i beg myself i would cry tat day no matter
is a bad result?
or a good result...
mum wants to follow...
she dun allowed me to drive down myself...
but i wan go by myself...
wat to do?
haiz...

Steamboat ...

Mum set up a small steamboat lunch at grandpa house...

Dad n mum went out very early tis morning
they wen to market to buy all d grocery needed...
fishball, vege, noodle, fish, meat n so so ...
we start eating ard 11 somethng...
actually i dun reali liek tis kind of thngs...
as the fishball taste d same for evryone...
jz diffrent in colour shape n size...
eat a little ady full...
wash d dishes clean d table n went home..
take a small nap then on9
check my mail ...
was asked to bath..
they wan go bek grandpa hs again...
as d food still left alot...
they plann for d second round...
but tis time, the fried d noodle left jz now...
better than jz a plane noodle taste...
finish it ard 8...
they went to pasar malam a while...
which is kinda a small scale pasar malam...
the smallest in penang i supposed...
haha....
sis wan bought her hp cover..
went bek home...
on9 ...

end...

CLHS 2009 EDU Fair + Out to Gurney with Schoolmates

2day make myself woke up at 8...
but im still v sleepy...

2day make myself woke up at 8...
but im still v sleepy...
after rested for another 25 min
i woke up and got myself a frezzing bath..
after tat..wear up my clothes n style my hair...
out frm home at ard 8.45...
reached sch ard 9.20
the road was a bit jam...

after parked my car..
went in d hall to find song cheng...
saw him with a lots of fren asking for info..
muan hoy there too..chatted quite long coz
the courses they asking we dun like it...
went to teacher office to get d cert frm Miss Ewe..
saw Phoon kar meng...
chatted for quite long time...

later he invite me to gurney for movie n lunch..
since they wan celebrate bday for Boon Hooi..
we went there ard 1 somethgn n took out lunch...
we ate at duno where...
but not cheap at all..
and not reali tasty i shall say...

later we went watched movie...
we watched WATCHMAN...
it was totally horrible...
u should not pay yr money fro tat stupid movie...
it was a terrible movie tat i had ever watched it b4..
the movie took us nearly 3 hours time..
actually is about 2 hours n 45 min...
totally duno wat movie it tat...
no opening...no ending...
reali abit complicated n scientific fiction...
not worth to wathc it even it onli rm 6
as it was a students price...

after tat..we went bek..
my car parked at d roadside...
and a car was directly block my back...
i cant revese to get myself out frm d lot...
i din care who is d driver or anyone ard..
i jz put my key in and start my car...
i directly press against d hon...
not moving my hand away...
until one guy come near..
duno wat he stare at..
i supposed the car which parked so rudely there was his..
still staring at me n moving v slowly beside my car..
tat time..im so scared tat he wil beat me...
but he was d one who did wrong..
he should not parked his car at d back of my car...
and i duno whose car is tat...
d onli thng i can do is jz hon...hon...
did i did it wrongly?
suppose i should ask ard first?
luckily nothgn happend...
at tat moment i was thnking on wat weapon i hav in my car...
but cant find any...wakaka...
silly thnking...
"sorry" oso din say to me..
wat kind of attitude of driver in penang nowsaday...?
tis is d 2nd time i met this case...
and both oso guys...
help..pls b more gentlemen n polite...
dun shame yrself as a guy...
jz a word "sorry" oso unable to speak out...
so disappointed with tat...

went bek home after drop PKM at Komtar there..
the day end in jam in d highway b4 i reached home safely...

What Phone should i BUY ?

my phone spoilt last sat night...
now looking for phone...

duno wat phone to buy..
in my mind actually i wan N95 ...
but now is a bit old model ady...
and now many ppl buy 5800...
which one better?
received quite a lot feedbek frm frens
wen i ask them about it...
i reali duno wat to buy..haha...
i should buy a new model rite?
haha..
actually wan buy 5800 liao d la...
should hav confirm about it..
but still...
cant make it up my mind...
strange...
evrytime buy phone oso like tat..
i v scare i buy a wrong one...
which wil make myself regret...
haha..how?

Out with My cousin looking for Supplier

2day..woke up very early lo...

ard 8 somethng...
but still v sleepy...
as yday jz sleep v late..wakaka...
then dress up mysefl n wait for them..
the shop sure haven open yet la...
coz still so early...
hehe...we went eat dim sum haha...
3 girsl one boy...tat is me...
actually during eating dim sum, htere is another guy..
but i duno who is he..my cousin's fren..
eat ard rm 35...yin paid it..
after tat..
wen to the shop...
looking for items...
actaully quite nice la the thngs...
but d price some not v gud lo...
quite xpensive..
wana buy a watch for myself..quite nice..
but cost me rm 24..
so i reject...
too expensive la...
same to one necklace thre...
went to many shop...
yin bought two dress at rm 28 each..
quite cheap...
actually tats for wholesale...wakaka..
bcoz they onli left 2..so she bought it..
we went to many shop lo..
but not v satisfy..
as we could not get wat we want ...
went to sberang perai too...
but we get nothgn there..
haha..nothng suit me...
but they do...
went bek to prangin mall to eat soemthng..
kinda hungry ady...
wrongly order an spicy dishes...
so hard for me to finish it..
i sweat all over my shirt...
coz i cant eat too spicy...
is hot n spicy...
luckily i hav lemon tea with me...
went bek home later...

today's research end...

Again ???

is was reali terrible...
y it happen again on me...

tis is not d first time ady...
y?
am i did anythgn wrong?
so many dun get it..
y i get it...
wat society is tis...?
if u r d oen who say all tat thngs...
pls come to me...
talk to me...
i wan knw wats wrong with u...
im totally lost on wat is happening now..
wat i can do?
for me..
i will jz ignore it..
wont bother it anym...
is tat a right step?

Repair my Motorola E398

After lunch ...
went to BJ complex..

as usual...
went to d shop we usually go...
but no familiar face seen...
saw a malay lady there...
sis started to ask about her charger...
after tat..my turn...
at first, she though it may be d keypad nid to service
or may be d software pblm...
and either one of them jz nid to pay rm30
but...
after she asked..
i was told tat..
my keypad bod was damaged...
nid to change a new one...
do u knw how it cost me?
is rm 65...
is not worth it if i change it right?
pa decided not to chagne it..
so i look for new phone..
i duno how much they would give me to buy a new one...
but i prefer nokia one...
with all good function..
n95 is my dream hp
but i thnk is v expensive ...
i duno wat to choose...
i ds SE as too many ppl use n
dad disliek it too...
so jz choose nokia...haha...
after discuss n viewing d price of other shop...
we decided to go for normal n95
as n95 8 G one will lag...
n no backup for my thngs in d future...
sales was nt done...
as dad wan check it out with his fren first...
and wan me check for price in other places..
next week may be...
looking forward for it...

end