Why thngs bcome like tat?

what hav i did?

why now become like tat?
i dun wan it to happen
i rather to choose not to knw anythng...
and today wont happen such thngs...
why? tell me why?
since Cny, tis is not d first case ady...
wat happen to me?
why tis thng keep on happening on me...
wat im goin to do?
i cant lose anythgn..
im not dare to lose anythng....
pls...