my sch exam result out liao...haha...
although is not v gud but is better than last time le..
i should hapi, right?
but i still hav to work hard to get better result...
hope i din disappointed my family...
i will work hard....
but pls dun force me ....
i reali stress out...:-(
the result tis time surprise me...
i was shocked...
i din expect to get such result...
is better than wat i though...
thank god...muaks !!!
考试成绩报告单 EXAMINATION REPORT CARD
姓名/NAME GAN YI JING 颜艺劲 C6628
班级/CLASS 2008 5SA1
PEPERIKSAAN TENGAH TAHUN(40.00%)
马来文MALAY LANGUAGE 75
英文ENGLISH 87
华文CHINESE 76
数学MATHEMATICS 84
高等数学ADD.MATH 61
物理PHYSICS 72
化学CHEMISTRY 73
生物BIOLOGY 80
道德教育MORAL ED. 88
历史HISTORY 70
科技英文E.S.T 87
体育HEALTH & P.E. 70
总平均/AVERAGE 76.85
全班名次/POSITION IN CLASS 28 / 43
全级名次/POSITION IN FORM 133 / 490
My RESULTS...... :-( sobx sobx
Wakaka... i passed QTI lo...
haha...tis early morning i went for my driving lesson again o...
im not doing well at d begining coz i oledi forgot ..wakaka..
later d agen brought me drive outside...
i was v nervous...
i never drive at d road b4 and never try to change d gear...
no matter wat i thnk o wori, i still hav to go....
but i din make them dissapointed...
i can manage to control it...
im so hapi tat i can control it...
although is not v gud coz i juz did it for d first time...keke
later on, my fren n i was v surprise tat we r going to hav our QTI later on...
QTI is a pre test b4 u can take d real JPJ test..
both of us wre v nervous n scared....
time past v fast...
both of us hav finished it...
luckily we passed it...
d tester din say anythng...juz say tat "sudah siap"
haha...
i was so scare tat i will failed coz i reali din did well...kekex...
it was so relief after tat....
Happy Birthday to Me !
haha...
is my bday....
but is not celebrate at tat day...
today is juz 20 of may
but mine is 22 of may...
haiz..
but ok la...
is quite a big surprise for me....
my tiramisu cake....
haha...
evry year is d same...hehe
and oso a present frm my sis...
is a t -shirt with many words on it...
exam is still going on...
i hav no choice to continue my reading after tat..haha
A surprise KISS....
today i as usual went to sch...
i wait at d coridor for d teacher to open the office so tat i cang et d class key...
i fall asleep there...damm tired may be...
without knwing tat a dog came near me....
the dog kiss at my neck...
it frightened me....
i was awaken n i walk aside...
is v smelly n wet....
omg...y tis happen to me...
so badluck....haiz....
i quickly washed it away after tat...
today while having add maths n physic lessons...
i found tat i was unable to follow it....
d chapter in both subject are quite difficult...
my mind is spinnning 360 degree non-stop...
i m going to hav a diffifulty in d days coming...
god bless me...
hope evrythng is smooth going....
why im so KPC ?
wat i hav did?
i jz sms n phone him ...
im jz wori him after i saw his personal msg in d msn...
i jz act as a fren to care bout him...
at first he din reply my msg, din answer my call even he cut off my phone...
wat he wat huh?
i jz care for him...
waste my money n time for such hopeless people...
afterall he jz send me a msg saying tat...
" if talk again no more fren with u !
dun come and disturb me again !
i m ok !"
i jz wory bout wat had happen to him
but he splashing water towards me...
im not goin to forgive him....not once...
i m reali disappointed toward him... at last who get hurt? i, myself get hurt for being a busybody....
Busy Life In Sch....
recently im v bz with sch work n hav no time too write blog le...
furthermore no topic for me to write
or should say d mood is not gud ...haha
exam is coming soon
evryone is preparing it...
but i still dun thnk i hav did it...
i duno wat i should do...
i try myself to get myself concentrate on it
but i failed....
i duno y..
haiz...
i reali feel stress out
and hopeless....
i oso wan to get good result...
who dont want?
but i...
i....
:-(
Touching love story share....."转帖"
今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。
：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？
：好，等我五分钟。
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。
：我总要打扮一下啊。
：好啦，快一点喔。
下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。
：怎么这么慢？
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。
什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。
：对不起。
这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。
他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。
虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。
：你最近怎么了？
：没有啊。
：那你为什么心情不好？
：没有啊。
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？
：...对不起。
：我不要听你说对不起。
我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？
：他休学了。
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？
：他已经一个月没来了。
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？
我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。 他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。
：喂，你还在干嘛啊？
：什么？
：ㄚ伟在医院啦。
：真的？他怎么了？
：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。
：我马上去。
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。
：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角
：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。
我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。
过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我..........
第三次对不起，老婆，我...
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第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第
一百张照片。
在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。
对不起。
我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！
愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!
Death Note 3
im so stupid to watch it...
as i din watch d past 2...haha
i was unable to follow d story at d beginning of d story...
but it was quite good...
d end of d story was v touching..
a touching ending but was not a hapi ending...
it was where i felt sad about it...
after tat went to eat sakae sushi to get my stomach a bit warm...
d thngs was reali bad...
is not tasty at all...
amy be it did not suit my taste...
u guys still can go to try it..
but for me no for 2 nd time...hehe...
later went to hok hin house...
it seem to me tat i was d bright like tat day ....
coz im d one who wear v nice n hot...
noone can beat me down...
and ofcoz d most important thgs is...
im late to d party...
evryone wait outside the gate to welcome me....
i was so embarrased...
i buy hh a shirt....
cost bout ard 50...
is quite ok i thnk..haha...
but he seem not v like tat shirt...
coz according to him,
is not his style...
haha...
First time i attending d Tourism Club meeting...haha = )
today is my first tie stay bek at sch attending d tourism ajk meeting...
usually i wont attend coz i cant go bek home...
no pp will fetch me bek...
but today my sis is bek frm USM so im able to stay bek...
at d beginning of d meeting, i cant even follow wat they are discuss on...
i was left behind...
but after all it was quite ok...
we discuss bout our duties in d chung ling international summer camp...
we as a comittee of d tourism club hav to taking part in d camp..
we hav to organised a tradisional competition which include
d gasing and congkak playing and d sepak takraw....
then we hav to brinf d 200 participants frm all over d country to visit d batik house..
then is d kampung folks home...
i was in charged in d kampung folks home section..
we hav to search for a kampung which can out in d 200 participants...
get d permit frm d penghulu kampung o ketua kampung...
get d permission frm d residents to hav a home visit...may be...
tis section hav many thngs to do lo...
damm will b v bz in d coming days...
haiz...but i thnk is quite fun...
haha...
hope evrythng is goin gud...
Sick !!!
since monday, my stomach is not feeling v well...
i duno y...
i cant make myself sleep at d nite....
i onli sleep after 2am n i gt up at ard 5 am...
i m v tired n sleep....
now is oledi thursday, my stomach is still pain like d past few days...
i reali duno y...
and i refused to consult doctor coz i dun wan eat so many tablets of medicine...
until now haven c any doctor....
may be is gastric but it seem not b?
wats going on?
i reali duno...
CL Jogathon 2008
2day is different coz evryone of us hav to gather at d youth park...
joining d chung ling jogathon 2008...
i wear my contact lens 2day...
hehe...d day is still raining...jzu a bit...
im so bad luck today coz no place for me to sit in d bus...
haiz...hav to stand....
i start running at ard 8...
is a v long journey...n v tired...
i finally reache d destination after one and a half hour...i thnk..suppose to ...
i get myself a drink of EXCEL cozt me rm 1.50...
selling by d koperasi member...
i thnk d ah sir earn a lot coz one carton of 24 cans excel free 6 chikapo drinks...
they sell each rm1.50...could u imagine it?
i knw that they earn about rm 800++...
after d lucky draw n d prize giving ceremony, i went to wait for d bus..
is too early when i m waiting there coz d bus onli come at 12.30...
is quiet a brong n long wait under hot sun...
finally bek home at ard 2 sumthng...
hav my lunch to fill up my hungry stomach...
and then took my bath later...
then went to sleep le...
tired...
is tat my mistake? wat should i do?
is tat my own mistake?
i did v badly in my sch first term test...
it is d worst among all d test i hav b4...
i, myself oso cant believe tat it was my result...
im a science stream student but i falied all my science...
i failed my malay too...
others are so so onli...should consider not gud at all...
coz i knw i can do better than tat...
juz sometime i careless...i forgot d formula...i forgot d concept...
or may be my study habit is not in d right way...
i try to read through all d reading and still i cant remember it...
is it i m too tension during exam?
or my mind is being disturb?
i ady get all my result today, but i m not brave enuf to tell my parents...
i scare of them...
i never get so low b4...
i blame myself....im wrong...i made a mistake...
wat should i do?
d pressure is reali big...
i cant cope with it...
who can help me?
nggggg....nggggg....
noone....but myself....
ngggg..nggggg
Holiday finished liao lo...
haiz...2day sch reopen liao lo...
gt many homework haven do....
nid to rush through it...
haiz...wana die le...
damm many...
2day oso v sleepy ler...
yday nite sleep too late...haiz...
like panda nia...
my face now like shit le la...
haiz...who can help me to get rid of tis...
i dun wan to hav pimples problm le la...
reali v terrible...
lose confident...
pp look down on u...
pp discriminate u...
so many pressure...
i promise to myself tat i will look better in d future...
i must....i must...
Yeah !!! i did it !!! haha
today wake up v early coz hav a teori test....
i ady made myself prepare at 8....
but d agent onli come at 8.15...
b4 tat i though he forgot oeldi...
i made a phoen call to him...
me n my fren, chee chien went to hav a pre-test first b4 going for d real test...
we score v high marks there...
it builds up my confident...
we took our exam at d other centre...which is nearby ofcoz...
there were many people waiting inside when we reached...
is number 31 for me...and the number to be tested is onli 15...
i hav to wait for long long time....boring...
wen my is my turn, my mycard betray me...
they cant scan it...wat a silly system...
i hav to made a temporary card for rm 20.00 and it cant be refuel...
wasting rm20 juz for a simple stupid card?
they earn a lot....
it oso wasted alot of my time...stupid system....
i was arrange to take d test after i past d temporary card to d worker...
my questions is quite hard...
evry question oso v long d....
hav to read all b4 clicking d answer...
i was able to pass my colour blind n penglihatan....8/8 and 5/5
i oso manage to get a passed for my teori exam...
is 47/50..which we onli nid 42 to pass...
i made one question wrong in each part. ( ther are 3 part )
my heartbeat was v fast during d test, i scare i wil failed it..but luckily no...
hehe...i was v hapi after tat...
we go home after i get my result in juz a printed page...
undang test....
2molo hav to attend undang test liao o...
v scare i cant pass o...
wish me gudluck o...
juz now jz received msg frm chee chien....
he said duno whether still gt test coz d system down...
now still din hav any news frm him...
wait 2molo n c how la...
haiz...
i muz passed...
A day for me to relaxxxxxxx.....
today start first semester d holiday liao....
sleep until v late....
actually wake up v early d...but nothgn to do ...
during d afternoon, going out to queensbay mall with fren...
go watch d 10 000 BC...
quite nice and touching story o...
can go and hav a watch...hehe
din even hav d opportunity to take my dinner then nid to rush bek to home le...
my mum asked me go bek home IMMEDIATELY....
tis is bcoz of d election result will be coming out....
and is believed may hav some fight here...
so my mum force me to go bek home....
din eat anythng so buy some food frm little castle cafe....
now still doin nothng here...
waiting election result?
i rather not interested coz i not even understand d stuff...
may be later will hav some look on it...
dont wan to be so outdated....
hehe...
My malay test.....
today i hav to attend a course organised by d ANGKASA....
under co-op one la...
i was not in d class...
i cant even knw wat marks i get for d subject tat hav distribute back...
i was shock to knw tat my malay was d lowest in d class frm my fren...
wat i hav done?
is tat d real marks?
i could not b....
y my marks so slow....
it never happen in my school life b4...
how im goin to tell my parent....
i scare of them...
they sure will....:-)
who can help me?
im start worry for my spm ady...
i scare i can get even a normal result by most student...
pmr n spm are different...
gud in pmr not mean to be gud in spm....
i thnk i shld gambate...
2molo my sch will having an education fair....
but i still duno wat i goin to b....
i cant find it....
may be singer?
but i was not gud in singing...no training...no music basic...
being a fashion designer?
my parents will not let me take it coz is too sissy for me....
taking mass communication or PR ?
i was not gud in respone n speaking...
hotel management?
still duno whether i like o not but can be thnk of....
coz thnk tat is muz quite interesting...
start a business?
din hav business basic, no model, duno wat business to run.....
how?
my hair will hair will turn white if continuing thnking of this troublesome stuff...
for me....as reference on choosing career...
i myself juz like fashion...
like to wear fashion wear...follow d trend...
and tis nid a lot of money....$$$
who do not love money wor...?hehe
earn more can lead a better n comfortable life ma...
so...wat can i be in d future?
......
Finished le...Yeah !!!
haha....today i finally finished my first term test o...
although tis time i din did well...but it oledi passed....
i juz can thnk in that way...
dont u thnk so?
my face like shit now...wat can i do more?
it is even worst than last time...
i hav lose my confident....
why it become like tat?
why?
why is me?
i hate myself...
i jz can onli hope tat it will stop pop out any pimples....
is time to stop....
i hav suffered enough....
pls do help m3.....
Bad day.......
my chemistry, mathematics and sejarah all failed !!!
i duno how to do...
is not d question hard....
but i forgot how to do....
im so useless....
although i hav make my revision but i still failed it....
during english tuition class, i borow my ring to my fren....
and he play it...
suddenly he drop it n d ring broke into 2.....
sob sob...y he so careless.... :-(
