today is my first tie stay bek at sch attending d tourism ajk meeting...
usually i wont attend coz i cant go bek home...
no pp will fetch me bek...
but today my sis is bek frm USM so im able to stay bek...
at d beginning of d meeting, i cant even follow wat they are discuss on...
i was left behind...
but after all it was quite ok...
we discuss bout our duties in d chung ling international summer camp...
we as a comittee of d tourism club hav to taking part in d camp..
we hav to organised a tradisional competition which include
d gasing and congkak playing and d sepak takraw....
then we hav to brinf d 200 participants frm all over d country to visit d batik house..
then is d kampung folks home...
i was in charged in d kampung folks home section..
we hav to search for a kampung which can out in d 200 participants...
get d permit frm d penghulu kampung o ketua kampung...
get d permission frm d residents to hav a home visit...may be...
tis section hav many thngs to do lo...
damm will b v bz in d coming days...
haiz...but i thnk is quite fun...
haha...
hope evrythng is goin gud...
First time i attending d Tourism Club meeting...haha = )
Sick !!!
since monday, my stomach is not feeling v well...
i duno y...
i cant make myself sleep at d nite....
i onli sleep after 2am n i gt up at ard 5 am...
i m v tired n sleep....
now is oledi thursday, my stomach is still pain like d past few days...
i reali duno y...
and i refused to consult doctor coz i dun wan eat so many tablets of medicine...
until now haven c any doctor....
may be is gastric but it seem not b?
wats going on?
i reali duno...
CL Jogathon 2008
2day is different coz evryone of us hav to gather at d youth park...
joining d chung ling jogathon 2008...
i wear my contact lens 2day...
hehe...d day is still raining...jzu a bit...
im so bad luck today coz no place for me to sit in d bus...
haiz...hav to stand....
i start running at ard 8...
is a v long journey...n v tired...
i finally reache d destination after one and a half hour...i thnk..suppose to ...
i get myself a drink of EXCEL cozt me rm 1.50...
selling by d koperasi member...
i thnk d ah sir earn a lot coz one carton of 24 cans excel free 6 chikapo drinks...
they sell each rm1.50...could u imagine it?
i knw that they earn about rm 800++...
after d lucky draw n d prize giving ceremony, i went to wait for d bus..
is too early when i m waiting there coz d bus onli come at 12.30...
is quiet a brong n long wait under hot sun...
finally bek home at ard 2 sumthng...
hav my lunch to fill up my hungry stomach...
and then took my bath later...
then went to sleep le...
tired...
is tat my mistake? wat should i do?
is tat my own mistake?
i did v badly in my sch first term test...
it is d worst among all d test i hav b4...
i, myself oso cant believe tat it was my result...
im a science stream student but i falied all my science...
i failed my malay too...
others are so so onli...should consider not gud at all...
coz i knw i can do better than tat...
juz sometime i careless...i forgot d formula...i forgot d concept...
or may be my study habit is not in d right way...
i try to read through all d reading and still i cant remember it...
is it i m too tension during exam?
or my mind is being disturb?
i ady get all my result today, but i m not brave enuf to tell my parents...
i scare of them...
i never get so low b4...
i blame myself....im wrong...i made a mistake...
wat should i do?
d pressure is reali big...
i cant cope with it...
who can help me?
nggggg....nggggg....
noone....but myself....
ngggg..nggggg
Holiday finished liao lo...
haiz...2day sch reopen liao lo...
gt many homework haven do....
nid to rush through it...
haiz...wana die le...
damm many...
2day oso v sleepy ler...
yday nite sleep too late...haiz...
like panda nia...
my face now like shit le la...
haiz...who can help me to get rid of tis...
i dun wan to hav pimples problm le la...
reali v terrible...
lose confident...
pp look down on u...
pp discriminate u...
so many pressure...
i promise to myself tat i will look better in d future...
i must....i must...
Yeah !!! i did it !!! haha
today wake up v early coz hav a teori test....
i ady made myself prepare at 8....
but d agent onli come at 8.15...
b4 tat i though he forgot oeldi...
i made a phoen call to him...
me n my fren, chee chien went to hav a pre-test first b4 going for d real test...
we score v high marks there...
it builds up my confident...
we took our exam at d other centre...which is nearby ofcoz...
there were many people waiting inside when we reached...
is number 31 for me...and the number to be tested is onli 15...
i hav to wait for long long time....boring...
wen my is my turn, my mycard betray me...
they cant scan it...wat a silly system...
i hav to made a temporary card for rm 20.00 and it cant be refuel...
wasting rm20 juz for a simple stupid card?
they earn a lot....
it oso wasted alot of my time...stupid system....
i was arrange to take d test after i past d temporary card to d worker...
my questions is quite hard...
evry question oso v long d....
hav to read all b4 clicking d answer...
i was able to pass my colour blind n penglihatan....8/8 and 5/5
i oso manage to get a passed for my teori exam...
is 47/50..which we onli nid 42 to pass...
i made one question wrong in each part. ( ther are 3 part )
my heartbeat was v fast during d test, i scare i wil failed it..but luckily no...
hehe...i was v hapi after tat...
we go home after i get my result in juz a printed page...
undang test....
2molo hav to attend undang test liao o...
v scare i cant pass o...
wish me gudluck o...
juz now jz received msg frm chee chien....
he said duno whether still gt test coz d system down...
now still din hav any news frm him...
wait 2molo n c how la...
haiz...
i muz passed...
A day for me to relaxxxxxxx.....
today start first semester d holiday liao....
sleep until v late....
actually wake up v early d...but nothgn to do ...
during d afternoon, going out to queensbay mall with fren...
go watch d 10 000 BC...
quite nice and touching story o...
can go and hav a watch...hehe
din even hav d opportunity to take my dinner then nid to rush bek to home le...
my mum asked me go bek home IMMEDIATELY....
tis is bcoz of d election result will be coming out....
and is believed may hav some fight here...
so my mum force me to go bek home....
din eat anythng so buy some food frm little castle cafe....
now still doin nothng here...
waiting election result?
i rather not interested coz i not even understand d stuff...
may be later will hav some look on it...
dont wan to be so outdated....
hehe...
My malay test.....
today i hav to attend a course organised by d ANGKASA....
under co-op one la...
i was not in d class...
i cant even knw wat marks i get for d subject tat hav distribute back...
i was shock to knw tat my malay was d lowest in d class frm my fren...
wat i hav done?
is tat d real marks?
i could not b....
y my marks so slow....
it never happen in my school life b4...
how im goin to tell my parent....
i scare of them...
they sure will....:-)
who can help me?
im start worry for my spm ady...
i scare i can get even a normal result by most student...
pmr n spm are different...
gud in pmr not mean to be gud in spm....
i thnk i shld gambate...
2molo my sch will having an education fair....
but i still duno wat i goin to b....
i cant find it....
may be singer?
but i was not gud in singing...no training...no music basic...
being a fashion designer?
my parents will not let me take it coz is too sissy for me....
taking mass communication or PR ?
i was not gud in respone n speaking...
hotel management?
still duno whether i like o not but can be thnk of....
coz thnk tat is muz quite interesting...
start a business?
din hav business basic, no model, duno wat business to run.....
how?
my hair will hair will turn white if continuing thnking of this troublesome stuff...
for me....as reference on choosing career...
i myself juz like fashion...
like to wear fashion wear...follow d trend...
and tis nid a lot of money....$$$
who do not love money wor...?hehe
earn more can lead a better n comfortable life ma...
so...wat can i be in d future?
......
Finished le...Yeah !!!
haha....today i finally finished my first term test o...
although tis time i din did well...but it oledi passed....
i juz can thnk in that way...
dont u thnk so?
my face like shit now...wat can i do more?
it is even worst than last time...
i hav lose my confident....
why it become like tat?
why?
why is me?
i hate myself...
i jz can onli hope tat it will stop pop out any pimples....
is time to stop....
i hav suffered enough....
pls do help m3.....
Bad day.......
my chemistry, mathematics and sejarah all failed !!!
i duno how to do...
is not d question hard....
but i forgot how to do....
im so useless....
although i hav make my revision but i still failed it....
during english tuition class, i borow my ring to my fren....
and he play it...
suddenly he drop it n d ring broke into 2.....
sob sob...y he so careless.... :-(
